Thoughts

Units Of Emotion by Robert Upton

One day When I have found fulfillment
My words and deeds alone
Shall witness of my mission.
As your attention purposed
To rest upon this record,
Consider now if through these marks
You can know more of me than I of you.
Can the Love that pens these words,
Now analysed, quantified, qualified,
Ever be understood or given life again?
These heirlooms I've set forth,
Are rugged and rough hewn enough
To well express my purport
That life is more than what is seen and felt,
What is dreamed and heard.
As by the time these words are weighed by our creations
I will I hope have come to know for sure.

Another Day

Video of the Day:

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RIP Bernie Mac

A self made legend and a comedian that was greatly loved and will be greatly missed....Oct 5 1957-Aug 8-2008, Rest in Peace

I like this car

I just came across this environment funny car thats just too cute. Its the new Cadillac Provoq, its a plug-in hydrogen-electric fuel-cell luxury hybrid Concept SUV...wow thats a mouth full. It looks great, maybe be 2010 when I finally rip myself away from my beloved 81 baby, maybe it will be for one of those. BUT, its going to be so hard, Im a old school lady so I love old cars but with gas prices and the way inflation is looking, one of those would be a good investment. I'll be doing a car show sometime in Sept so hopeful it will be there so I can get a up and close look at it.

My Favorite:

IMAGE OF THE DAY:

Yes, I love Storm but Misty Knight is the bomb...
I first heard about her from the "Hero for Hire" Issue 07
I cant get enough, I would love to see her in a film...she's amazing



In my opinion best actress for this role would be KD Aubert or Gabrielle Union...what do u think ?

Its not that serious

I use to not understand why people posted stuff or was talking about this hater that and this.... come on, why cant we all just love each other and be happy for those that are successful and support those being true to them self...... But now, I see you get a little older, move a little out of your norm and better yourself, then you too see why haters are alive and multiplying..... Everyone has at one point encounted those people that get an attitude because you can do things that they cant. They want to make you miserable like them and they get mad because their life is shitty. Well, the shit is old and tired.... people like that need to get a life. Stop, saying I cant do that and fucking do it. Or better, stop putting your nose in the air. Not everyone, defines success with material things and please do not think "women haters" that men defines that person either. Stop worrying why so-in-so has that man and find you a fucking one. Just because someone is telling you about something great happening in their life or maybe something that sounds to good to be true. Stop hating thinking that it somehow reflecting that they have it better then you. Note, them being happy is not about you. And for those haterz whos co workers are always late, stop crying to the boss about them and just make sure your work is done. And please dont think hater, that she/he is thinking their better then u just because they look good or do not relate to you, maybe you just dont fit into their world. Its nothing personal, got your own and then you'll understand. Men haterz stop acting like bitches and be men. Some people need to stop thinking that everyone is hating and some of you just need to quit hating....its really not that serious.

Again another day

VIDEO OF THE DAY:

Awesome Song....love the vocals

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Vogue goes Black

Finally the time has come that one of the greatest fashion magazines of all time, has a issue in honor of Black Models. Yes Italy Vogue one of the mothers of fashion magazines has a Black Issue. I can breath again when I have a copy, this happens like once every hundred years right.....no like never. I am so excited!!!!! 100 plus pages of the great women of color of all time, this is not something you see everyday in the pages of Vogue. Liya Kebede, Tyra Banks, Naomi Campbell, Sessilee Lopez and the list goes on. I quite remember that yes, I cried when I saw Jennifer Hudson on the American issue of Vogue. Plus size, a woman and African-American....thats what I am talking about, overcoming all odds.

→→→Watch Clip from The Today Show-debates on the Magazine←←←

A few new photos

In one of my earlier postings, I told you about my photoshoot in L.A. with the wonderful Kai M of Vibe N Vision, will I just got a few photos back.....

Thoughts

Great Poem....I like it alot

Believe in yourself -
in the power you have
to control your own life, day by day,
Believe in the strength
that you have deep inside,
and your faith will help
show you the way.
Believe in tomorrow
and what it will bring -
let a hopeful heart carry you through,
For the things will work out
if you trust and believe
there's no limit
to what you can do.
By: Emily Matthews

What a Bad day

Have you had one of those days that you feel like everything in your life is just going so wrong. Today was like that, I was miserable before I got out of bed. I cried almost all night... i give up on sleeping so i got up to watch a movie i just brought called Alfie....wow, it was no help i cried through the whole movie too( its not a good thing to watch if your single), quite depressing.....so anyways got to my other job and my boss was treating me like...."**#x on my *x*##*", not going there, but u get the picture....well anyways i was just about to cry my eyes out in front of the whole office, when this amazing song came on the radio....im flying right now, music is a gift from God, amazing song by Michelle Williams and she looks just like Whitney Houston in this music video..cheered me right up....so if your having a bad day listen to this song maybe it'll help you too

Video of the Day:

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Out with the girls

Finally, I went out everyday this week and had a blast....

My Favorite

Congrats goes to this lucky couple....i just love seeing a good black man with a good black woman, priceless

Ruben Studdan & Surata McCants Studdan

NEW PHOTOSHOOT

Just got back for California, L.A. AND......
Beautiful city + beautiful people = I am so in love.
I had a blast working with the one and only; Kai Morrison of Vibe N Vision and also MUA Shannon, lovely woman and a joy to work with.
I will be posting some of the looks from the shoot soon.
So, check back in a week for a update

Also, I went to some of the night life spots, ate at some really great Jamacian spots, checked out Hollywood Blvd that had a few tour sights like the famous hollywood stars and hung out with my wonderful Aunt; HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE :) and....ooo did i say I had a blast.

NEXT YEAR, L.A. thats the place to be

One of the photos from the shoot

Another Day

Video of the Day :

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Memorial Day

You want to know what "sucked big time" means its called MY MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND

NO Fire works
NO BBQ
NO hot new swimsuit
NO hot guys
NO Beach
NO Parties
NO Modeling gigs
NO Friends and Family


IM GETTING MAD NOW..so IM OUT

My heart

I have always been a sucker for a old fashion romance...so yes, Im still in love with Disney and I cant wait for The Frog Princess to come out in 2009. My favorite Disney movie is Beauty and the beast. So, when I heard that Toni Braxton was going to be Belle on Broadway, I wanted to go so bad. But unfortunately, NY was out of the question at the time. I still to this day wish that I was able to see just one show. So, this clip was so special to me when I saw it. I have always loved Toni Braxton and Im so happy to see her playing this role. It has totally been a inspiration to me.

Video of the day:
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thoughts

Last night, I was surfing the web and these poems really touched me,I think that every woman has at some point in their life felt like this, I really enjoyed reading them. ...what do you think about them?

After a While - by Veronica Shoffstall

After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn
that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child
and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down
in mid-flight.
After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone
to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure
you really are strong
you really do have worth
and you learn
and you learn
with every goodbye, you learn...

Forbidden by Megan Hatridge

Ever since that day
I've hid my heart away
Many have tried but fail to find
The gate is closed I've made up my mind
I can't be the girl I used to be
Cause look what love has done to me
I let my guard down and gave it all to you
Never realizing you would be untrue
It's been so long and still I stand
But still I long for the touch of your hand
I'll be strong and keep it all inside
Even if it's just foolish pride
They say it is better to have loved and lost
And I've tried that and paid the cost
So if I have to feel this pain
Just to find a love again
I think I'll let it pass me by
I'll spare the heartache and refuse to try

MY FAVORITE

IMAGE OF THE DAY:

STORM AND BLACK PANTHER...the perfect couple


The Flu bug finally got me, I have been coughing up a lung for hours...i know that my boss would have send me home by now if it wasnt for the other half of the office coughing up stuff too. BUT, Im still down to 145 which is great :)

Hello, Hello

Wow....I cant believe its May. I have been just taking a day at a time. Im so happy that things have been calm and slow. I have reached my goal of 145....so im clapping for myself, a few more weeks and my abs will be back. As for modeling and acting I havent much to repost about...I just been sitting home relaxing and working out. I did however attend the TJDJs conference this April, so here's a few pictures with me and some of the other promo ladies.