Im back

Its Nov and i cant believe i havent posted anything for months...Sorry, ive been super busy and working on some new developments in my personal life...nothing in modeling to post...im just relaxing and taking sometime to myself away from the scene.

SHOW Off TV SHOW

Heres a clip from the TV Show "SHOW OFF" I was on sometime earlier this year...check it out Ch 9 in Tallahassee Fl

The act of being Happy...

True Peace comes with Knowledge....I like this song, just had to share it!!

New Hair Journey

Hey everyone,

Sorry i know its been a min but i have been really busy with school and trying to keep daily life in order. Well, one of the new projects ive been working on is getting a small jewerly business together with some of my friends....more info well be coming soon on that....Also, i started my natural hair care journey of being natural so if anyone is interested please check out my youtube page and comment and please do SUBSCRIBE..its FREE....thanks again

http://www.youtube.com/user/RegrowingRene101

Check to see more of my Natural Hair Care Journey

Real talk

Im thankin GOD for gettin me out of this situation, my health may not be the best right now but ill be ok.....I value my life and my love ones....I realize life is too short.....It's long time over due, but the time has come to eliminate all the baggage,bogus, negative people & energy from my life along with those who don't have my best interest at HEART.....Those who do, I love u and those who don't, I love u too just because...I will continue to excel with or without u...Real talk

This is me with my lil puppy Boo...ya'll wish me luck and pray for me...with God I can do it!

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Treating my Nails

So, I always get white tip french...Got bored tried something different...and yes they are my natural nails 100% real....Let me know what u think or if u have any ideas for future designs

Thoughts

I like this poem alot..

A FRIEND FROM ABOVE....by:unknown

I prayed for you before we met,
Not knowing who you'd be.
I asked the Lord to send a friend.
One chosen just for me.

I asked that they'd be Godly,
With wisdom of His ways.
A friend to help and guide me
I the troubles of these days.

So often in life, we need someone
To listen while we talk.
Someone who will not condemn or judge,
But encourage us as we walk.

The narrow road we choose to follow
May sometimes make us stumble.
But to have a friend to catch our fall,
Teaches us to be humble.

When I asked the Lord to send a friend,
Though many came and went.
He gave much more than I ever asked,
For you are the friend He sent.

you over D'd

overdose

o·ver·dosen. An excessive dose, especially of a narcotic.
v. To administer too large a dose or too many doses to.

Take me in ... not to much though ... day after day ... 4 times a month ...or once a year ?

I think I got you hooked ... your stung out over me ... was it the way I put it down ?

Do you know what has you like a addict? do you need a fix? Can you handle it? !

Do you like the feeling I'm giving you? I feel it too, its like substance abuse ..I'm seducing you, just to leave u ...its a game we play day after day but its gonna go my way....

its like dope ... you want me close ...to feed what u need .. u over D'd?

Yes, Indeed...should I provide my friend with another fix...? Now u strung out over me....now im in a zone ....you made me sad ... Ill consider rehab!

...unhealthy circle twisted back and forward overdose on each other

reposted from: Model Ashlee Ford...hot words!!! http://ashleeford.blogspot.com/

HAPPY NEW YEARS

Im really surprised to say this but this has been one of the best New Years I have had in a long time.... I dont have much to say this year, I wrote it all down in my heart and in my head cause finally ITS OVER, thank you Jesus, everything happens for a reason....Im wishing everyone a Happy New Years !!! Signing off...

Rene' J

WTF...catty female women...

I was talking today to a upcoming model in Tallahassee...really nice girl about how she was upset that other models were hating on her...My advice: catty females comes with the job. Most of the time you just pay them no interest...

Another model posted this, I thought it was a cute statement, its really sad but true...

"Success makes so many people hate you. I wish it wasn't that way. It would be wonderful to enjoy success without seeing envy in the eyes of those around you."

This is my model advice:
just roll your eyes, flip your hair, smile and keep shining...that is unless she wants to act a fool and get in face then knock a BITCH out...other then that, KILL THEM WITH KINDNESS...

So if you a celebrity don't pay attention to the cheap tabloids because only trashy people subscribe to them....don't hate just participate, always let your light shine bright..you are a example of positive energy!!!

Up too late

So its like 5am and Im still up.....cant sleep. It was raining like crazy last night and everyone was calling my phone but who I wanted too...miss my Zz boo. Im sitting just thinking about next year, trying to be focus, relax and put my full faith in God. Sometimes, I have days like that when i just think about my future and worry....I know its not healthy behavior but it seems like if i dont, I found that my day doesnt go so smooth. So, thankful that on the top of my list for today...laundry, walmart and cooking only.

Too STRESSED...

Jamming Original Divas

I woke up today and was feeling great!!! Jamming...


(DONT FORGET TO TURN OFF THE MUSIC PLAYER.....FYI its located on the left side of the page)

Im Back, Questions??

Hey everyone, Im so sorry I have been so super busy that posting has came to a hold. But, Im getting back into it....Its been brought to my attention that some of you have a few questions. So, I am taking a few minutes to answer a few and feel free to comment if there are any other questions....

1st where have I been?.....traveling, taking care of school and enjoying life

(I just got back from a trip to Orlando, Hollywood California...which I loved, and ill be heading to Tampa soon and then back down to Miami....Ill keep u posted)

2nd Why have u lost weight ?

I was at a point that I felt I was unhealthy...so I started a diet and new execise plan....also the modeling market I am in...size matters


3rd what goes on in your daily life ?

Read my blog....

(Im always updating it, even the old postings adding stuff ......so re-read)

Thoughts

I saw online how this wonderful writer posted this poem for one of her breakhearted friend...It was just too sweet..I just had to share it with you all

Why do you beat yourself up
because you had the courage to love
gave all of yourself in hopes that he was the one

Why do you beat yourself up
When it was his choice to be unfaithful
His choice to hurt you

Why do you beat yourself up
Knowing that you had done everything for him
supported him, comforted him,
loved him more than you loved yourself

Why after his lies and deceit
do you still love him? and want him to love you
Why after the repeat of hurt and trust being lost
do you think that he deserves a love as pure as yours

Why do you beat yourself up
over what you could have done better
when you know deep down there was nothing

What makes you search for answers as to why
when they will not change the past
Nor mend your broken heart

Why when a man decides to cheat do we blame ourselves?
why does it make us question every little detail about who we are
Make us think that we are not worthy of love

Why when a man cheats do we still long for him to change
Realize how wrong he was, and fall in love with us again

Why do you beat yourself up
When you deserve more
When all that you have done is loved someone completely

Give yourself time and the pain will subside
and the mourning will cease
You will see that you are still you
Still wonderful, beautiful you

Nothing has changed except your experience in love
And your determination to share love with another

As you can never truly love someone until you learn to love yourself

It's His Fault by Amanda Gray

Happy Birthday to Me

Yesterday I was feelin like crap.... the cold bug got me bad, but im walkin and I promised myself that i would party for a week....Its my B-day. So, my bash in Tampa was excellent didnt sleep at all...today was the last day. Im so happy to just take sometime to myself. Went to church got some gospel healing and now its back to the normal life....but heres a few pics from my B-Day week partyin it up....ill be adding more later

TJs DJs

K...so I went to the TjsDjs Conference in Tallahassee, hung out with the tasties...cool right but I just miss my Cook...what happened to the buffet??

Heres a few pics with the girlz

WTF, Talk about Drama & Love

I heard this song on the radio by Mario. Im so crazy about his music. And he's so hot....Im going to go a little too personal here so u might want to stop reading if u not into those long "whats the point" reads ....Well, got me thinking about this crazy situation I got myself into. I went through a really bad break up some years ago and it took me a minute to trust a guy again....I think all woman have experience this in their life and well I give this guy that my gut was like totally I shouldnt have a chance to be with me and turned out he was playing games. Now after two years of being with this guy, I found out he was still messing around with his suppose of EX. Sucks right and to make things worst the woman is totally crazy, she thought that I was the one running after him. Come on, what a laugh!!! At first, I felt kinda bad for the woman considering we both were lied too and I tried to be peaceful but she wanted drama and wants my blood for her own issues with the guy...sure, a waste of air...On that Note: Ill say this once and no more...

"People that know me, know who I am and they see the truth for what it is and not how its been twisted...God has my back...what goes around comes around; Krama..... i dont entertain stupidity. "


There's always two sides too a story, and the older I get the more I see guys like this give all men a bad name... take a lesson plan for "Hugh Hefner"...about his money and his women, A true Player....I think everyone in this situation needs some spiritual healing, I definitely do, So please keep me in your prayers.....There are some good men out there and Im so thanking God and glad I found out the truth before i got caught up with a kid or something permanent. I Deserve Better. This break up thing with him was definitely for the best...I need to make a Remix for this song


Mario Ft. Gucci Mane & Sean Garret - Break Up (Official Music Video - Watch the best video clips here

Words cant express my feelings

Obama Rocks!!!