You want to know what "sucked big time" means its called MY MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND
NO Fire works
NO BBQ
NO hot new swimsuit
NO hot guys
NO Beach
NO Parties
NO Modeling gigs
NO Friends and Family
IM GETTING MAD NOW..so IM OUT
I have always been a sucker for a old fashion romance...so yes, Im still in love with Disney and I cant wait for The Frog Princess to come out in 2009. My favorite Disney movie is Beauty and the beast. So, when I heard that Toni Braxton was going to be Belle on Broadway, I wanted to go so bad. But unfortunately, NY was out of the question at the time. I still to this day wish that I was able to see just one show. So, this clip was so special to me when I saw it. I have always loved Toni Braxton and Im so happy to see her playing this role. It has totally been a inspiration to me.
Video of the day:
(DONT FORGET TO TURN OFF THE MUSIC PLAYER.....FYI its located on the left side of the page)
Last night, I was surfing the web and these poems really touched me,I think that every woman has at some point in their life felt like this, I really enjoyed reading them. ...what do you think about them?
After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn
that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child
and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down
in mid-flight.
After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone
to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure
you really are strong
you really do have worth
and you learn
and you learn
with every goodbye, you learn...
Forbidden by Megan Hatridge
Ever since that day
I've hid my heart away
Many have tried but fail to find
The gate is closed I've made up my mind
I can't be the girl I used to be
Cause look what love has done to me
I let my guard down and gave it all to you
Never realizing you would be untrue
It's been so long and still I stand
But still I long for the touch of your hand
I'll be strong and keep it all inside
Even if it's just foolish pride
They say it is better to have loved and lost
And I've tried that and paid the cost
So if I have to feel this pain
Just to find a love again
I think I'll let it pass me by
I'll spare the heartache and refuse to try
IMAGE OF THE DAY:
STORM AND BLACK PANTHER...the perfect couple
The Flu bug finally got me, I have been coughing up a lung for hours...i know that my boss would have send me home by now if it wasnt for the other half of the office coughing up stuff too. BUT, Im still down to 145 which is great :)
Wow....I cant believe its May. I have been just taking a day at a time. Im so happy that things have been calm and slow. I have reached my goal of 145....so im clapping for myself, a few more weeks and my abs will be back. As for modeling and acting I havent much to repost about...I just been sitting home relaxing and working out. I did however attend the TJDJs conference this April, so here's a few pictures with me and some of the other promo ladies.
